Basically I hate time. I hate waiting. I wish I could fast forward. I know that half the fun of life is the experience of everything. But I've had enough waiting! Enough longing. Enough lessons in patience...Failed everyone and that's why I'm still at this place...But it doesn't hurt any less. Things I miss that I can never get back because of time...Because of restraints. There for a purpose....But damaging just the same...Unchanging....Exhausting.....